tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31143836903494015092024-03-08T04:49:09.813-05:00C is f o r ..Y O U choose.c.luvvhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05156370174255021620noreply@blogger.comBlogger21125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3114383690349401509.post-19697878321085540502010-01-04T17:49:00.002-05:002010-01-04T18:03:55.895-05:00Speaking From The HeartSorry I haven't been on in a while, I got sucked in by Tumblr haha. But I guess you can say I'm back. This is just a rant from somethings that has happened to me and I'm feeling "sentimental" now lol.<br />
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I doubt you'll ever see this and I doubt I want you to read this, maybe I do but I hate you. Ha, ok I know I've said I don't but in reality ..come on, <b>I do</b>. But It's not the regular "Don't come near me again", alright only half of it was, ok maybe 95% of it is, but the truth is, some days I just want to fight you, hurt you, hug you, comfort you, delete you from my memory, cherish you as a friend and <b>fix you</b>. They say you have to let something you really love go and soon they'll come back to you. I don't know how true it is and I want to believe it is but you've taught and proved to me to never believe in fairy tales. My heart hurts but it's stronger then ever, I'm stronger then ever.<br />
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One decision. You've made one decision that happened <u>a year ago</u>, your <b>still</b> paying for it now. Lost friends, amazing people that have meant so much to you to have someone who is destroying you and you don't even know if they mean that much to you like we did. The saying "You can't help loving something that's destroying you." is right, Love is surely blind and I witness it everyday. But reality hits and it hits hard, <b>Trust Me.</b> It's hit you many times but when you have an epiphany we'll be right where we were, standing there, waiting, having your back, like we always did and said we would. I don't know if they will but I know I will. I said it & I'm keeping my word. Word is bond. <br />
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You say you don't want to hurt but your doing it over and over knowing the consequences. Knowing that your going to lose something even greater if you don't walk away but you still stay, maybe you felt how I felt ? I don't know but all I want to tell you is Thank You. Thank You for everything, yea it hurt but I'm growing up, letting go but never forgetting and just simply living. Life <i>is</i> too short to hold grudges or have enemies and when the day comes when you finally fall and <b>they</b> knock you off of your kness. The day your all alone and have no where to go, the day you wake up and can't breathe anymore, the day you can't take it anymore, the day you finally <b>leave</b>, the day when you wake up and realize what you did and you can't live without us anymore, the day when you see what we see, the day you <b>Man Up</b>. We'll be there. I'll be there, waiting. But for now ..only time will tell.<br />
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...and <b>that's</b> Speaking From The Heart.<br />
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- C.c.luvvhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05156370174255021620noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3114383690349401509.post-31701976024679623412009-11-30T20:59:00.000-05:002009-11-30T20:59:51.369-05:00Tumblr<a href="http://simplyhidden.tumblr.com/">s t o p - TRUSTpassing ..</a><br />
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my other blog .. im on there mostly - i update it everyday :)c.luvvhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05156370174255021620noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3114383690349401509.post-90767790869276419812009-11-26T12:50:00.001-05:002009-11-26T12:52:02.428-05:00Lady GagaShe's <b>def.</b> one of my inspirations. About time the industry got an artist like her.<br />
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<b>Part 1</b><br />
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Part 2<br />
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ahh my husband ^_^. he is too cute - even tho his laugh is kinda funny /= & hes kinda cocky as hell lol but i still support him. everyone has flaws. oh, & my bday is Aug. 16th ! & my friend's bday is the same day as his =P lol im such a loser.<br />
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I don't like him but I'm not afraid to say that he IS a very talented artist. He is a troubled soul & his drug addiction is soo <b>bad</b>. I'm not happy that the creaters of this film lied to him & put in parts that he cut out & his interview. What's the point of having him edit the movie ? smh. I'm interested tho & I would def. go to see it.c.luvvhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05156370174255021620noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3114383690349401509.post-1936177507639822072009-11-15T00:08:00.000-05:002009-11-15T00:08:49.287-05:00Hair GoalsOoOo0o everyone knows I have gone to the natural phase and <b>I LOVE IT!</b> ^_^ My hair has been through many .. obstacles lol and I'm glad I've finally settled on the natural look. I only wish I did sooner. Anywho, my mom's friend told me to search a certain names on youtube and I stumbled across this lady - her hair is BEAUTIFUL <i>and</i> she's Trinidadian =P. THIS is my new hair goal. Copy and paste the link b/c she blocked the code -_-.<br />
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THIS is my new hair goal lol - WILL def. take me some years but I'm willing to try.c.luvvhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05156370174255021620noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3114383690349401509.post-22853602847100333702009-11-14T10:59:00.001-05:002009-11-15T01:27:49.510-05:00Talented TeenagersWhen my friend showed my the first video of the girl wrote the poem "That Girl" from Brave Souls on HBO, I've been shown and looked at a lot of videos from Brave Souls or similar to them. Every time I hear these kids speak I am touched because what they are speaking about is <b>true</b> and I'm glad they are sharing it with everyone else. I also see my friend Sheryl standing on the stage reciting her poems also [ which I think she should! ] but here are a few other videos that I have seen and were deeply touched by ..<br />
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Some days, I feel exactly like this ..c.luvvhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05156370174255021620noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3114383690349401509.post-28240761516070729872009-11-13T16:37:00.001-05:002009-11-13T16:43:07.869-05:00Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart-Alicia KeysShe always has a song for every way I feel lol and I'm never disappointed when she comes out with a new album. A Wonderful Artist.<br />
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* i stole thi off my friend who found this on youtube. its crazytrue*<br />
That Girl<br />
We got that waiting in the clinic silence. That shhh don’t tell nobody what we did silence and Im so tired of being your hamper that I’m about to dump out those week old stained ketchup secrets and do laundry in that silence you like keeping. But my vagina is not your walk in closet. You wanna stuff your doubts through me, wanna place to hang up you insecurities, want me to keep check of your hand me downs and Prada, waiting for every occasion to put me back behind closed doors and lock me in the darkness. Nobody knows you hold my hand and nobody knows I call you baby and nobody know you write anonymous poems about me the type you can’t post on Facebook. Because regardless of what you may think, I’m worth more than you deserve. I will never be that girl, the girl that’s only allowed to make you smile when she´s making you orgasm, that girl whose day job is daydreaming waiting for her night job. That girl who´s so in love she´ll turn her body over for your superficial touch. You hide me behind lock doors and bed sheets because if you dare reached out then everybody would still know that it was still about me. So that in your heart and in your mind your still wrapped up in me. My teardrops you own them, my hearts says you got them tied around your pencils and figures. Yea, you may say it´s over and you may never tell me that you love me but you don’t have to cause your silence speaks volume. You wanna hold me in your arms rock me to sleep then act like you don’t know me. As if the moments we spent together are some kind of down payment. As if my bedroom were lay away and that’s all you ever do is layaway roll up beside me but in the morning pull up the hoodie and run the other way. I’m like that bastard child the reason Daddy never stuck around in the first place but for me rejection doesn´t come every other weekend.. It comes when you lower your head and pass by without speaking and I remember there was a time you could barely take your eyes off me. I just don’t understand why its not okay for you to love me. I guess you just want me to be that girl. . The girl everybody wants to sleep with but nobody wants to be with. That girl who’s only good enough for finding a suitable replacement. And not trying to make up for the mistake but you try to convince yourself that she means everything and you want nothing to do with me but come on baby she looks just like me. Read the signs or at least the facial features cause I was your first, your only, the prototype and she´s just a duplicate and you can never make copies without first consulting the blueprint! You know what they say the sequel is never better than the original. And she tries to write you stories but their only half as good, so half squinting you only hold her half as tight as you should. Cause your other half is tangled between my bed sheets, and your other half is complete within my mind, soul, and body, and your other half is french tonguing me Monday through Friday. I’m not fighting for joint custody. I’m fighting for RESPECT cause I will never be content with being your back door hoe. Your something on the side, your something to do on those lonely weekends, your closet freak. You will never produce me to be a skank and a whore that will love you. I’d rather spend every night crying alone on my bedroom floor than to ever be "that girl”!<br />
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-Alysia Harrisc.luvvhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05156370174255021620noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3114383690349401509.post-30163668207944483632009-11-12T15:41:00.000-05:002009-11-12T15:41:06.905-05:00Puppy<a href="http://tinypic.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i38.tinypic.com/fbi33k.jpg" border="0" alt="Image and video hosting by TinyPic"></a><br />
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If I get this for Christmas or Valentines Day ..IN GENERAL .. i will <b>love</b> you forever. Seriously, I want a puppy so badly - how can you say no to that <i>adorable</i> face ?c.luvvhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05156370174255021620noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3114383690349401509.post-38053693605623388452009-11-11T17:50:00.000-05:002009-11-11T17:50:09.728-05:00I Invented Sex.<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/BpmR8jkqRYA&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x3a3a3a&color2=0x999999"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/BpmR8jkqRYA&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x3a3a3a&color2=0x999999" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br />
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gawddd i adore him so much.<br />
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I <b><i>wish</i></b> I was her. =P<br />
2:16 - SO SEXYc.luvvhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05156370174255021620noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3114383690349401509.post-21463354921337140862009-11-11T06:42:00.001-05:002009-11-11T17:27:48.976-05:00This Feeling."I've waited all this time to let you go, to <u>finally</u> get you out of my heart and mind. Finally, I've come to terms with the fact that your with someone else and I'm doing just fine.Then tell what do I do when I feel you creeping back into my heart? Tell what do I do when I find myself thinking about you randomly ..again? Tell me what do I do when all of sudden all the old feelings are coming back? <b>I wasn't prepared for this.</b>"c.luvvhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05156370174255021620noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3114383690349401509.post-39093612897110269142009-11-09T16:36:00.000-05:002009-11-09T16:36:19.031-05:00Daft Punk<a href="http://tinypic.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i34.tinypic.com/29qjjme.jpg" border="0" alt="Image and video hosting by TinyPic"></a><br />
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I must admit, that I've been sleeping on Daft Punk. Of course I've heard the song One More Time & I have it on my iPod ..but WHO DOESNT !? lol Not until recently when my cousin had me listen to Something About Us and I was really intrigued. A two men band, their style, vibe EVERYTHING about them, even their videos are different,weird,interesting,unique and I love them for that. Idk how they do it but keep on doing what you do Daft Punk ! [ Face to Face is my sonnnggg <3 ]<br />
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- Also I'm DETERMINED to find out what they look like lol. =Pc.luvvhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05156370174255021620noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3114383690349401509.post-38696670665615686062009-11-05T00:34:00.002-05:002009-11-05T00:34:31.155-05:00Empire State Of Mind<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/0UjsXo9l6I8&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x3a3a3a&color2=0x999999"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/0UjsXo9l6I8&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x3a3a3a&color2=0x999999" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br />
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Well Done. My idol Alicia Keys & the rap game's finest. Can't get any better then thisss. :)c.luvvhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05156370174255021620noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3114383690349401509.post-39877424130906913162009-11-03T16:50:00.000-05:002009-11-03T16:50:41.041-05:00Art is Love.<a href="http://tinypic.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i34.tinypic.com/34i61qs.jpg" border="0" alt="Image and video hosting by TinyPic"></a>c.luvvhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05156370174255021620noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3114383690349401509.post-78602996336454106732009-11-03T16:47:00.000-05:002009-11-03T16:47:54.586-05:00College =/&=)I’ve looked forward but but also <i>dreaded</i> my senior year in a way because I was tedious college process <b>AND</b> pressure. Choosing the <u>perfect</u> college is crucial because this is going to be the school that starts off your career as an adult. Not only am I <i>freaking</i> about the right college but I’m also juggling if I actually <i>want</i> to run track in college. Sure I’ll get money from schools but track is a constant burden at times and VERY time consuming.<br />
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Friends of mine who are in college give me advice saying don’t freak out if you don’t know what you want to major in or if you can’t choose, its <b>perfectly normal</b> but me and me …I hate not knowing ..<br />
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<b>My List of Colleges</b> [ so far .. ] - not in order<br />
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Fordham Uni.<br />
Monclair State Uni.<br />
Hartford Uni.<br />
Pratt Institute<br />
Schools of Arts (in PA)c.luvvhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05156370174255021620noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3114383690349401509.post-18159517403716242362009-11-01T10:41:00.002-05:002009-11-01T10:41:59.269-05:00Adele<a href="http://tinypic.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i34.tinypic.com/vrdkpx.jpg" border="0" alt="Image and video hosting by TinyPic"></a><br />
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She is just simply talented. She sounds/reminds me of an Amy Winehouse off drugs. Although Amy is going through a lot of difficulties I still support her 100%. :) Anywho my friend Michelle turned me onto Adele. Before that I saw her on MTV Jams when she was performing in front a live audience. I’ve never heard her sing or seen her before but something about her voice, her style, a different vibe that I got from her drew me in. I wasn’t sure if I liked the song she was singing ( I love it now! ) but I was sure about one thing - I was fascinated.<br />
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Adele has so much soul and feeling in her voice, her songs touch me and I hope you like them too. =) I hope she makes it far. Kudos to Adele !c.luvvhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05156370174255021620noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3114383690349401509.post-82654545607448429352009-10-31T19:08:00.003-04:002009-10-31T19:13:59.715-04:00Magnificent 7 *<a href="http://tinypic.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i36.tinypic.com/24qvkvr.png" border="0" alt="Image and video hosting by TinyPic"></a><br />
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My last County Cross Country race. Although I am glad that the season is coming to an end because I’m getting burnt out - the ending is bittersweet. It’s our senior year except for 2 of the girls and every race we run this year is our last forever. I will miss this team, every memory, good and bad, that high school has brought to me. This is West Orange’s Magnificent 7 of 2009 and you will be missed.<br />
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I’m not quick to call someone “my best friend” but umm .. THIS IS MY BEST FRIEND =D . Well he’s one of few but he’s cool like dat. Holdin’ it down since 8th grade-ish and I enjoy his company if I must say so. We talk everyday or try but that’s besides the point. This is Munir a.k.a ‘Dorion Boom’ & he’s one of the few that keep me sane. Know Datttt ! *c.luvvhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05156370174255021620noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3114383690349401509.post-79537027839851646842009-10-28T22:46:00.000-04:002009-10-28T22:46:02.545-04:00Pretty Wings, Free Hugs & last but not least ..My Mother .<3my daaayyy arughh, probably the only decent day out of this whole week. -_- i've been so down & the weather is suckish too lol but you ever have that feeling were you want to say SO much but can't get it all out at once and the only thing that would probably help you is the perfect hug? Well, thats my problem lol. I've recently discovered that one of my friends is really my cousin. Which also has a long story behind that lol but umm the whole situation had both of us, mainly me going O_O & o_0, but i went w/it & talking to him, learning about eachother & blah blah blah & coming home and sleeping have been the only 2 things I look forward to lately =/. This shocks many because I am thee happiest person ever, seriously. but there are some days where I just want to alone, think and take it all in, you know ? ..<br />
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Today, I learned my new cousin a.k.a cuzzo (haha i love that phrase smh, we're mess but anywho.) I learned that he loves Maxwell and Trey Songz - I LOVE MAXWELL AND TREY SONGZ, it was amazing, they are my husbands lmao, along w/ Lupe Fiaso and Will Smith ^_^. We have a lot in common and it's weird cuz i've never met someone who agrees with me on almost everything. idk but my cuzzo played Pretty Wings and of course we love that song but for me Pretty Wings has sooooo much meaning behind it & it had me thinking about the past /: . In the end i came home and talked to my mom b/c she is indeed my bff & all she said was "Don't worry about it, you'll get through it and i know you will." and hugged me and everything just seemed to be ...ok.<br />
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Another discovery I made was StumbleUpon.com which was recommended to me by my friend Slim. ahhhh best site E V E R. Omg i love it, just join and follow the instructions and you.will.hooked. i find almost everything on there and i love everything i find ! lol but i was on it recently and i found this, which touched me b/c some days you just need that free hug, just like a day like today..<br />
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<a href="http://www.freehugscampaign.org/">Free Hug Campaign<br />
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umm.. i wouldnt call today <span style="font-weight:bold;">thee</span> worse day of my life but it has come pretty darn close to it. i can already tell that my senior will be an <span style="font-weight:bold;">interesting</span> one. if i could explain my day in one single phrase it would be --> "i hate having a huge family." lmao. after today's events ive realized that it's time to make my blog before i go insane >_<. it's also helped me realize that my dream to move to England or <span style="font-style:italic;">away</span> from here is getting stronger and stronger =) ..c.luvvhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05156370174255021620noreply@blogger.com4